:: Everyday ::

Seems to me, it’s not the first time I’ve made a post with that title. I haven’t received a call from ”her” in a while now. I’ve yet to decide if that’s a good thing or not. I need to find something to do with everything I’ll save in the mean time. I figure the site could be it.

Well, I haven’t achived the things I set out to do, but I can’t say I didn’t try. Now though, I don’t know what I want to do. Can’t say I had a very effective back-up plan, now, can I?

I’ve got a nicer car. I want to go down to S’toon to find out what I need to do to get into university. But I think now I got a problem with that. I want to go mainly to start interacting with people my own age again, and by the time I start, they’ll be finishing. Unless I can find a way to skip a few years of University… which wouldn’t be something I’d be all too fond of doing anyway.

So I’m here with no idea where to go.Or do I go anywhere at all?

Seriously, Mrs. Director, what’s my motivation?

I haven’t done much here - I haven’t really done much at all except for trying to keep up with life. I’ll be heading north to Uranium City to do some XplorNet/Telesat/Anikast installs. Fun fun fun. It’s supposed to be warm. I’ll bring my shorts. (/dry)

I’m proud of what’s happening. I’m a little scared of what’s going to be happening, and I hate the choices being put on me, that wouldn’t need to be if people listened to me every now and then. And while I can respect her point of view on somethings, she mostly wasn’t required to do anything about it, short of take responsibility of herself, which was the only thing that was expected, but perhaps it was too much. I proud of the other one, that makes me happy, lets hope both stick.

So, I’m being setup on a double date with my brother and his girlfriend… and I’m going with my brother’s girlfriend’s sister. On Wednesday… so if I start preparing now, and I have all day tomorrow to prepare as well, I might be able to prepare enough so that I don’t screw things up for at least ten minutes. And if I can mange ten minutes, I can mange the night right? I mean, what could go wrong? [/jinx]

Yeah. Well, I don’t know where I’m headed now. “Wherever God takes me,” or whatever. Heh, Doogie. Don’t think I’m going to Calgary. Don’t really want to stay here (yet) and I’m not all too fond of going to Regina. Maybe Saskatoon, where I could get a fresh start away from all the family. Or Edmonton, where I don’t have to start from scratch, but have to pay higher costs of living. Then again, maybe I can start making more money, the boss is all excited about maybe moving me away from being the ‘go to’ guy and being a mesurable asset to the company. That’d be cool, ’cause I’d make more money, and I’m all for that. Yea for mo’money.

But still, this whole giving up thing has been on the whole, less climatic than I thought it would be.